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01 November 2011 @ 01:22 am
lol, so many things happened, but still it's so empty here..
last month i was able to temporarily move out. far away from home. with unstable internet connection. so guess where i am? yes, i'm in college! pretty bad, huh? |D
it's so hard here that sometimes i want to fuck this shit and come back. i know i should put all my effort to graduate or at least to stay here as long as i can but.. what the hell am i doing here anyway? i don't know myself. i always do things i don't want or i don't like, my whole life. but it's better to do something you don't like, than to do nothing at all. i'm curious how things will turn out too..
being here, somehow makes me feel relieved. it's like leaving the past behind cause i don't even have a time to recall anything.. and that's a nice feeling :Dv
15 September 2011 @ 01:40 pm
"I used to be a good kid, but then I met you.."

Dear my friend, I know that you said this beacuse I'm one of your best friends and you wanted to say something nice to me.. but honestly, it isn't. It's inappropriate to say sth like that.
I didn't ask you to be my friend. It just happened, and you know that.
Even if I might have a bad influence on you, I didn't force you to do anything. Never.
Everything you've done, was your own choice.
You haven't changed because of me, but the whole environment you live in.
Please don't ever try to blame me for that.
Because you're my friend, you know.